For so long, I have been at the back of my mind
Seeping slowly into the darkness
Without being aware
Chained myself with the worries
Of what tomorrow will be like
Without even allowing myself to find my today
Before I knew it
I was already drowning in the worries of my fear
The fear of tomorrow
Forgetting to embrace the now
The wheels has never been in my hands
I have just been at the back of the car
Trusting my driver to get me safely to my destination
When did I forget that God is in control
Realizing this brought me out of my fears
Putting my feet on the ground
Getting my voice back
Enabled me to shout at the devil “You’re not in control”
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