FINDING YOUR VOICE

For so long, I have been at the back of my mind

Seeping slowly into the darkness

Without being aware

Chained myself with the worries

Of what tomorrow will be like

Without even allowing myself to find my today

Before I knew it

I was already drowning in the worries of my fear

The fear of tomorrow

Forgetting to embrace the now

The wheels has never been in my hands

I have just been at the back of the car

Trusting my driver to get me safely to my destination

When did I forget that God is in control

Realizing this brought me out of my fears

Putting my feet on the ground

Getting my voice back

Enabled me to shout at the devil “You’re not in control”

Learning to Grow from Experience

Describe a decision you made in the past that helped you learn or grow.

One of the Decision I make in the past that grown me into being independent,confident and damn proud of myself was … Never allowing anyone to describe ME for MYSELF

Being someone that kind of depended on people words which affect me badly ,I was able to learn that the best person that knows me is still me and relying so deeply on what other people say,means that I was on the path of my self destruction.

So my advise to anyone out there is that,don’t give people the space to define who you are,your definition is with you discovering yourself for yourself… Walk through that path and discover who you truly are because that is what will give you the boldness to be whoever you want to be,by not leaving your life to others to step on.

High School Realization

Describe something you learned in high school.

Well,at first I was someone who couldn’t start new things or take risks if my friends weren’t doing the same and it kind of delayed me in making some sensible decision in life, eventually leading to late decision making that I wished I have done earlier…

So,one of the major things I learnt in High school was that… Stop waiting for people to follow your journey,your life isn’t there life and you surely can’t use their map to get to your own destination

Basically… I learnt how to stand firm on my feet without relying on people help