Mistakes
Ever had this thought before
Why did I do it?
Why did I make such mistakes?
What was I thinking?
How could I have done this?
I can never forgive myself
I hate myself for this
All these thoughts came flying into my head at that moment
But it was really at that same moment
I realized I was only thinking about my mistakes and not how to move past them
I kept drowning in my past actions
Reflecting on them and knowing I really screwed up
But that is it I was already allowing my mistakes to define me and that was when I lost it
I need to come back to my real self
In order to save myself from the pit of guilt I created
I needed to fix my eyes on the light shining ahead of me and not the darkness behind me
Then i woke up to my reality that “I’m not alone “ “My mistakes won’t define me”
“This is not who I am “ “There is light for me”
I finally met the light and so I decided to let go
There is still a place called Home for me no matter how bad things can get