The Usual

The Usual

I have heard a lot of people say “I’m fine”
“I’m alright” “It okay”
“Don’t worry” “Everything is good”

But are they really fine
Maybe I should worry
Maybe I should ask again
Maybe I should try harder
Or maybe I should just leave them alone

People are complicated
Building and maintaining relationships are complicated

Most time people need their space
Their time love trust fresh air
Support and especially understanding
There will be a time you just want to be alone or surrounded

It looks all complicated to handle
But you need to understand the complicated to avoid the wrong conclusion

Assumptions comes up because there was no understanding
Understanding that everyone has their own space
It takes time and patience

So if you ask me “How are you”
My answer will depend on my space
Is my space calling for me to be alone or surrounded

It all Depends

Easy One

Easy One

A Journey that looks all smooth and clean is a Dangerous path
A Road that carries no experience, is no way
A Destination that has no end,is no journey to embark on

Never follow the one that looks right and easy, sometimes go against what you see… Don’t follow the Crowd, Follow your Heart

An Abandoned road sometimes, is the right road
A Casted place might be the place you will call home
An Haunted house might be where your happiness lies

Most times, the things that looks inconvenient,unbearable, difficult and stressful last longer with you than those that looks all easy and smooth

A Smooth talker, is the greatest liar
A Carved out path, is a dangerous path

In life you must learn to look not at the Outer Beauty but equally at the Inner Beauty
Looking at the Cross,looks heavy and difficult to bear but it is lasting longer than the easy one.

Coming

Coming

I heard the Silent knock
The quack sound of the door opening
The faint but steady steps

The Shadows were seen
I was Waiting
Scared,agitated, frightened

But was still waiting anxiously
For his Presence to be made known

But nothing came forth
I thought it was time
Alas it wasn’t
But I know…

It is Coming

Belonging

Belonging

Have you ever been in a place?
And you know you don’t belong there…
Have you ever felt unwanted?
There is the Feeling
And there is the Knowing

But it was the Truth
I don’t Belong here
I thought I did
But Time revealed it all
Am just not meant to be here

It not because of Hate
It because of Love
They have shared the love
Leaving me behind

They have created a circle
Pulling me out of it
They have made themselves known
Pushing me to the Shadows

Distance

Distance

It is true Distance breaks People
It is true Distance breaks Relationship
But in my own case
Distance wasn’t the cause
But the Victim

Yes we were far away
But Distance was not to blame
Thou we see once in a while
Distance was innocent

We allowed our Heart to separate
We left each other’s comfort
And lost the connection
Distance wasn’t the break

We were the Distance
We claimed to be together
But we were distanced at heart
Love was meant to be the cure

It was suppose to heal the broken thread
But Love wasn’t to blame
Nor Distance
We were to Blame

Before Dawn

Before Dawn

Whatever Happens
Happens for a Reason
Though those reasons are made unknown

It won’t be bad forever
Though you feel like you walk alone
Check again do you truly walk alone

I can hear somebody screaming
I can feel the fear and agony
Frightened I opened my eyes

Ready to jump at the person aid
Then I realized
That somebody is Me

Dark times indeed
But I need to face my demons
Before Dawn appears